Last month happen not long my aunt just passed away. and she's my closet aunt she just cared for me so so so much is like how come is so sudden every unhappiness things just fall on the same day . how come just cant let her leave longer why ? & happen to quarrel wit husband he kindly flirting outside keep lying to me . at tat time i just cant take it anymore, wanted to end my life just like tis . but all of them just hold back me. Hubby i just wanna tell ue. not i keep say tis kind of words to ue. but ue must knw. if ue just dun have feel for me just say i dun wan to suffer. it's better to solve it rite now. although ue have apologise but i really cant forget & forgive. it's hard . just kinda tink tat in future ue will still do the same mistake. ue just think back hw i treated ue & ue treated me . maybe i keep give ue attitude ue just dun like is wad ue say . and ue just go flirt around . and tis is not a valid reason ue should give am ii rite? i aso dunno hw to say . just wanna tell ue . my feeling for ue have just slowly fated. not like the past anymore. I dunno when i will leave ue. but truly tell ue. i surely one day will leave ue . think back hw ue done all tis to me. i'm just so fraustrated wif ue. dun even wan to see ue . hais. ONLY CAN SAY MY FEEL FOR UE HAVE FATED.