it's have been very long since i ever blog . sianz yesterday quarrel with him he was like so fcuk up man ! (bu ke yi ren liao) we was taking bus to whitesand therefore we alight the bus he was holding pram and 2 ezlink card and have to tapped them and we alighted the bus . he actually was asking dunno whether did he tapped the card? so i heard he was asking me why cannot tapped the card.and he say i provoke him WTH. keeep on scold me . in th end i just cant control and scolded him back and i want back my key and ezlink card of cus if i wan go i sure bring janelle with me . and i want to divorce with him and he agree nvm . Well, and i just walked off .and he also walked off . never come follow me or what . BLOODY HEll. he knows tat i dun have a HP and not even 1 cents with me . and he can just walked off like this. somemore i push my girl here and there thinking how am i going to take bus with pram and my girl on my hand . is ridiculous . and i pushed her all the way farfar to the bus stop. keeep thinking how somemore no money take cab . how ? and i went to whitesand and waiting for lift. and keep waiting so long never come down . hais and i walked the whole big cirlce. thinking how am i going to do ? so i went to take mrt instate. and went to aljunied . and wanting to go home but have to go to north east line so far . and already in mrt going aljunied my girl already keep shouting not happy liao. how to take mrt to go home like this . bo bian i alight at aljunied .and i planned to go grandma hs . only place i can go . i from aljunied mrt walked all the way to macpherson okays . think la if is you how will you feeel . is so fcuk up lor. and walked half way she cry and dun wan sit wan carry i no choice of cus carry her all the way lor. see one hand carry her .another pushed pram . you really A BASTURD . I JUST HATE YOU SO FCUKING MUCH . i have never stead with a guy like you before . seems you say you cant tahan my attitude den just say why must everytime wait till quaarel den say ? now wad wan flirt or wad? all this while keep flirting excuses yuo given me is my attitude who forces you to did this . now how going to flirt again isnt it ? GET A LIFE LA . everybody is saying you tat you having a childish mindset . cant you grow up . keep say i childish think before you ever say me ! i just hate the freaking side of you darn you!i tried so hard to forgive you but i just cant ! you understand ?