sometimes really scared to heared every words from you . cause all is untruth . my life have been miserable, dunno what will happen next and dun even dared to think . is really a scarely things. i'm really very sick of tired of everything i have tried my best to change to the better for you but think back really no point . cause did you ever change for me ? i'm really sianz liao. put so much of trust in you but you just damaged it my beautiful dream had gone far far away never will i get back or happened . you keep making me saying those aweful words coming out of my mouth i dun really like it cause i love you . why everytime must make thing lose in ur hands than regret ? why ? hais . tell me whats going to happened next i really too tired liao . pls .