i just love my hubby so much . i agree maybe i really have depression . i can out of sudden so good out of suddened attitude like a fcuking crazy woman . i only knows nows aday i keep anyhow think of my hubby working what he doing he got flirt anot then i started attitude i really dunno why . but i gave you attitude it really hurts after i msg you or call you i really heart pain . is it really that what my uncle says is real ? i got depression ? maybe yes maybe not i ownself also dunno . if really continues like this i will lose my hubby i knew that . he told me before i must change my attitude if not i know i will going to lose him but how ? i really siao want sometimes treat him so good sometimes so bad i really dun want like this . i dun wan lose him cause i love him really too deep in the ocean . how am i going to do ? he knows that i'm lazy to buy food for myself to eat i can whole day never eat till nite or even dont eat then end up gastric he so worry and i so stubbon he after work still have to buy dinner . hais why i cant think for him he already so tired i still never spare a thought for him . hais laogong i'm so sorry i'm a useless wife and mummy i'm really sorry . i love you two just so deep . that i cant express . muacks laogong ty so much to tolerate me . i know its hard but i really cant control . does it mean i rally got depression ? hais . i love you laogong