darling~~~ do you hear me calling you? i miss you i need you do you hear me ? i miss the past times with you . i miss those words you told me. i miss ur cute bunny mouth . i miss every stuff with you. i did dreamed you last nites. i know you in pain . darling sorry never let you say finish then i woke up cause janelle wan milk. darling come into my dreams today . darling went to your funeral yesterday i nearrly cry out loud i really couldnt accept it do you understands ? i cant accept it when everybody telling me that . why you just dont listen to us ? why so sturbbon ? darling you keep say i cry you will heart pain why you still make me crying for you ? you say wont make me worry for you why you still do this . my heart really aching darling my whole mind is you now . keep thinking how we have our past how we knows each other that makes me cry . darling i really cant lose you . now then i know you my precious darling among all . darling do you heared me ? darling how ? i really dunno what to do . you say you want be janelle god mother but you haven done ur job yet . alot of things i waiting to see in you. i want to see you pregnant , wear wedding gown everything . why you bear to leave us ? i really cannot accpt you understand anot? darling ............................................................ i really need you. veerything is so sudden couldnt accept it . darling i catch the curlpit dun worry let us settle everything for you. those who left you there and ran off will get their retribution soon . darling i'm sad . i know you will tell me dont sad but cant hard for me . darling seriously i love you deep yesz i do . dARLING ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ come my dreams tonite tell me actually what happened only you knows veeyrthing . they are pushing all the blames . i wait for you tonite . darling.. the moment see you lying in coffin i really couldnt accept la~ i CANT I CANT I CANT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!