me and my laogong has settle down but for bheekim hai. and my laogong going to work soon . and me and janelle will sianz the whole day. maybe meet up with girl if he working or what. nows aday i give a little attitude really sorry hubby i keep thinking of money then you keep lend money from ur friends and i cant do anything i feel so useless hai. bibi laogong i hope you will love me and janelle and wont be like dennis . if really happened again i dunno what happens next . i really very afraid liao. but i trust you. hope you wont make me disappointed. (= iloveyou. hehe janelle going for injections later afternoon haha. dunno how her reactions . so anxious. so sad laogong cant pei us go .laogong i know that sometimes i tied to tight liao but i scared you make the same mistake hope you dont angry or what . but i try to give you more freedom i will try my very best .