darling ~ the moment i think of you i really feel sad. hais. i cant control my tears i know you wont want to see i sad. but i cant . i love you i need you darling cannot accept you left us like this . really cant . the moment i thought of how they just throown you there and left by themselve i just cant take it feel like going to beat them up but i know if how they get beaten up wont get back you. i just hate ur bf jeremy so much. he dun care his pillion is his own gf hais. sianz i really dunno what to say . i'm sad ur last journey is tomorrow but i will try my best to go down. darling i going to buy fake eyelashes, glue, hellokitty pajamus, hellokitty stuff and ablum of all of us . i will try my best to get everything you likes. darling i really love you regretted treat you unwell but i know you wont mind i feel bad seriously. darling i love you. muacks~