went to send darling last journey no much ppl there . darling it's really unbearable. i love you i need you. why you never come to my dream i was waiting for you. darling really sorry 2nd day i never attend cause janelle nobody to tc . so sorry. hope you understand . to you saw us yesterday ? ur bf jeremy was there too. he injured himself too. darling if time really could hold back i wish i can hug you tight and you hold my hand how we did in the past. i miss those actions from you. i do cherish every seconds with you. i really do. i till now still cannot accept that you have left me and xiaowei. i really cant . i really love you. i miss you too. saw you pushing to that cruel fire i feel like hold you back tightly . i really dun wan to see that . i keep controlling my tears but it's hard . darling i love you . darling do you know that we have know each other for around 3 yrs plus ? i beg you dont know sotong . all these while we all have memories and those memories i will really cherish it . and when janelle grow up i will bring her to pray you and tell her that she have a beautiful god mother like you i beg she must be very happy . darling you must remember us alright? no matter what i still treating you as you are alive to me i really cant accept . darling darling darling ................................................. you heared me ? remember how we first meet? me vincent perry and you went to simlim you remember? hahas.. silly girl darling i love you. i love you so deep . if times can rewind back i will be happy . darling you're my precious cb i ever had . remember how you scold me 'CB" hahahas. so cute isnt it . darling i so miss the day with you. darling i thinking what are you doing now eaten ? you must takecare of urself lei . still worried for you .. darling me and xiaowei promise if we free we will go up to ur hs and see ur parents dun worry kays. i promise i wont let my tears dropped again i want you to be happy i dont like to see you sad. i promise . darling i wait for you tonight. muacks~~~ beloved darlings.